exactly 4 months already.. been in a lousy mood today.. prob because i din slp well last nite..
every little thing u do can really affect me.. crap....
u seem close to tt ger.. i really don't know.. perhaps few wks later i will c a change in ur status.. we broke up quite some time already.. i know tt i'm in no position to even bother bout u.. bt i'm just so affected... i know i'm slapping myself in the face.. *ouch* keep doing things tt i keep telling myself not to.. in the end, i'm de only one suffering.. i should really train on my willpower..

it's time to let go rite? if i'm gonna b so affected, perhaps i should just stop seeing ur profile.. ignorance is bliss.. if i dun know anything i wun b affected already.. i'm just sooo exhausted.. i wanna let go.. learn to love myself n stop all this sufferings..

i saw tis in a show: couples do not say sorry to each other cuz u know tt u'll forgive each other no matter wad.. when u say sorry, it means u no longer love tt person.. i wonder how true it is.. i've heard too many sorries from u.. does it mean i've lost u forever?? i should bury everything deep down.. mayb few yrs later i could still savour the sweet memories tt we both share... it's time to let go isn't it.. it's de best way for the both of us.. i shouldn't bother who u r seeing, what u r doing.. i've stop myself frm msg-ing u ytd.. hope i can carry on.. perhaps i will msg u for de last time before u go in.... i still do and always will care for u....... i hope u could still see it..

cherish the people and relationships u have.. cuz u'll never know when u'll lose it.. n perhaps never get it back again.. going to be a month since u've crossed over.. although we are not very close friends, i still miss u.. no matter where u r.. i hope u're happy.. we will all miss u..... rest in peace my friend.....