haven been hearing bout news bout u.. suddenly have the urge to call u and just listen to ur voice.. on de other hand.. it means tt u could actually reply me or txt me bt u din.. told myself to stop seeing ur profile.. stop seeking for news about u..
posted to a place i would die to be in 6 mths ago.. bt now.. it's just too near and too alone.. have to lunch by myself everyday.. makes me feel worse.. the area reminds me too much about u...
can't help but think... r u adapting well there? how's life and everything? have u been eating or sleeping well? r u fatter or fitter.. haha.. all sums up to... i miss u........

got my first pay! tho it seems like i've spent most of it earlier on.. bt i'm still excited haha.. treat frens to drinks de other time.. haven treat my family and another grp of close frens.. thinking of buying something for u.. (rational wise, i stop myself..) tots when tru my mind.. wad u need.. wad would b nice for u.. etc etc.. since i've been getting less n less news bout u.. prob i wun know wad u really wanted.. mayb if i shop around n c something tt i feel u might like.. i might buy n keep it.. perhaps.. just perhaps one day.. it might b able to gt to ur hands....

you don't have to be together to love tt person... even from afar, u could love him/her ur way.. wishing happiness for u..

my birthday coming.. my wish is de same as every year since it din really happen over my birthdays.. might have to spend a lonely one again.. nevertheless.. i wish for ur safety and happiness.. n till den.. i pray... tt u would rmb.... if nt i'll b super depressed.. i hope i could just not expect anything.. because expectations brings disappointment..

sometimes, it's not really good to go way out to find out the truth.. because the truth may hurt.. ignorance can be a blessing.. things that u don't know.. will nt be able to hurt u.........
*defence wall upupup*

i don't have de courage to love again...

one of my relative just passed away.. seems like this yr is really not a good 1 for me.. i hate to attend wakes.. i would gt all emotional when i c ppl cry.. oh my...
bt at least i know it's a relief for her.. she had been struggling for quite some time already.. tho we are not exactly close.. n i only gt to c her once a yr during new yr.. i'd like u to know tt i love ur pineapple tarts.. ur curry chicken.. ur place to gather during the new yr.. n simply.. i love u.. rest in peace and u'll definitely be missed by all of us.. no matter where u r.. i pray tt u will be happy..